I know you told me not to write every day, but I promise my hand is not getting cramped up. I can't help it, I think about you and then I want to write to you. I'd give just about anything to sneak into the main office and find my phone, just to text you for an immediate reply (if you would even reply immediately), or even use the office phone to hear your voice. If it was you, you'd have no trouble sneaking in and just taking what you wanted. Facing the consequences would go against that whole resting thing though... they can get brutal.
So I'm rooming with five other girls right? And I'd finally started to get more friendly with a couple of them. Then, you'll never guess what happened. I totally walked in and caught them kissing! They begged me not to tell, then they told me about two other girls who had been caught doing the same thing. They told me how they got separated from each other, and no one saw them for a week or so, then they showed up suddenly involved with a couple of the boys. Obviously I won't say anything to anyone, but I told them that's just got to be an exaggeration. You can't just make people straight. They looked pretty worried though, had some weird theories about them being...nevermind, it's crazy really.
I can assure you that I have no desire to look for another soulmate. The toxicity in the potential mates here is less than desirable. Besides, I'm not looking for my self worth in a boy right now. I'm working on myself, and trying to figure out how to both be the colorful eccentric person that I am, while not drawing the wrong sort of attention, because like you said I'm healing. Honestly, I get a little nervous about anyone here finding out how weak I still am. If they gang up on me...which, you know isn't exactly likely. But what is dominance if not in big part a staring contest. I'm hoping to keep it that way.
Also, thank you for the compliments. I like knowing that someone out there sees me as remarkable and strong. That someone cares that I'm still in pain and healing. I'll remember that while I have to rely on my bark rather than my bite.
[ Just a bunch of hearts and smiley faces before: ]
Adoringly yours, Enid
P.S. I am sure you inspire lustful thoughts in more people than you might think. You're really attractive Wednesday, gorgeous. Maybe not in the way that the average person would consider, but definitely beautiful. Like the moon, on a dark night. Luminescent?
P.P.S. You are totally still a hypocrite. You emerged from a coma with a plan to control a hyde!
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I know you told me not to write every day, but I promise my hand is not getting cramped up. I can't help it, I think about you and then I want to write to you. I'd give just about anything to sneak into the main office and find my phone, just to text you for an immediate reply (if you would even reply immediately), or even use the office phone to hear your voice. If it was you, you'd have no trouble sneaking in and just taking what you wanted. Facing the consequences would go against that whole resting thing though... they can get brutal.
So I'm rooming with five other girls right? And I'd finally started to get more friendly with a couple of them. Then, you'll never guess what happened. I totally walked in and caught them kissing! They begged me not to tell, then they told me about two other girls who had been caught doing the same thing. They told me how they got separated from each other, and no one saw them for a week or so, then they showed up suddenly involved with a couple of the boys. Obviously I won't say anything to anyone, but I told them that's just got to be an exaggeration. You can't just make people straight. They looked pretty worried though, had some weird theories about them being...nevermind, it's crazy really.
I can assure you that I have no desire to look for another soulmate. The toxicity in the potential mates here is less than desirable. Besides, I'm not looking for my self worth in a boy right now. I'm working on myself, and trying to figure out how to both be the colorful eccentric person that I am, while not drawing the wrong sort of attention, because like you said I'm healing. Honestly, I get a little nervous about anyone here finding out how weak I still am. If they gang up on me...which, you know isn't exactly likely. But what is dominance if not in big part a staring contest. I'm hoping to keep it that way.
Also, thank you for the compliments. I like knowing that someone out there sees me as remarkable and strong. That someone cares that I'm still in pain and healing. I'll remember that while I have to rely on my bark rather than my bite.
[ Just a bunch of hearts and smiley faces before: ]
Adoringly yours,
Enid
P.S. I am sure you inspire lustful thoughts in more people than you might think. You're really attractive Wednesday, gorgeous. Maybe not in the way that the average person would consider, but definitely beautiful. Like the moon, on a dark night. Luminescent?
P.P.S. You are totally still a hypocrite. You emerged from a coma with a plan to control a hyde!